Over and Over
23 Apr 2010 1 Comment
I often feel as though I’m trying to play catch up, or trying to clean up everyone’s mess. Quite often. In fact, more often than not.
Lately, I feel as though I cannot say no. Especially when it comes to Cowboy. When he comes to me asking for something new and exciting, it’s really hard for me to say no. Hockey, going out with the guys, beer for the house, truck parts we dont need, personal training, ice skates. You name it. Maybe I’m soft, but I feel like I can never say “Look, we can’t afford this”. Instead, I make room and sacrifice things myself in order to make sure he is accomodated and happy.
Once I get things in order, and the purchase has been made or planned for, all of a sudden three more things pop up and I don’t know what to do with myself.
I need some fucking balls.
May 08, 2010 @ 21:22:31
Alex and I are COMPLETELY the opposite. My requests aren’t unreasonable though, and he reminds me FREQUENTLY what we can’t afford. Just put your foot down girl, ask him if he wants to eat or drink beer, pick one.